100% paiseh

Hmm, on Thursday, 12 april 2007... probably another 1 of my most paiseh day liao... I watched the m18 movie which I was not able to watch coz i'm 17 only ma... Nvm... I shuda known that the show was not horror but was EXTREME gore... I was like covering my eyes throughout the movie ( from middle to ending ). Wa sie, I really cant take it like some1 jus poke a stick into ur eyes n jus piece thru it... or u fell off a cliff and jus smash ur head and fall apart... OMG jus thinking about it gives me goosebumps... Dunno y I watch this kind of show, my mind keep playing small clips of me being the victim, like as if I'm in the movie itself, I'm the one gettin ripped apart... Maybe thats y I cant take gore movies ba... I tried hard to think about other things liao but to no avail... I shuda hav jus listened to my mp3 thruout the movie, maybe that will make me "braver"... Its veri nice of the 0702 guys n gals to tok to me during this day, tho I'm absent for like 3 days of the orientation...We had lunch together before going to the movies, I jus listen to the various funny conversation between the 0702 guys...Some hilarious and some being lame... No offense... I remember HuiYi and one more gal (omg I forget her name again) coming up to me n saying happy bdae to me... Thx... And more thx to SK who tries to make me feel like I'm part of 0702 and teaching me to be a extrovert instead of a introvert...SK is a really good friend...Yesterday nite we like DotA for many hours together, hes a pro lo... Beyond godlike... I will never ever say myself being a noob again... What u said makes sense... Lucky I went to the 0702 outing on my bdae, I actually jus wanted to go out alone and jus happily celebrate my bdae... Next week I'll be going to HMV hereen and buy BoA "Best of Soul" and the "Complete Clips" liao... tho its not cheap as compared to the other albums... I feel its worth it...
Sian lo, I always forget to ask for a picture taken during outings, so always no photos to upload, maybe I'm tio scared by the Turistas until I gong liao... Haha, maybe I shud watch the gore movies more often, den maybe I will grow immune to it... But den thinking about it, I think it will pollute ur mind also...Blood splashing around, body parts lying about, humans get ripped apart...